Thursday, April 9, 2009


I am back to my waiting sucks routine. And, because I am so convinced of a BFN, I have made a list of the top 10 things to enjoy after I find out. Now I know why E @ IVF 40+ slammed down that coffee the morning of. And, I don't think I can sleep tonight. And the positive attitude crap is a bunch of BS. Either I am or I ain't and that's that.

Here's my list.

1. Sushi.
2. A nice med-rare fillet mignon from Mor.ton's.
3. The hugest glass of red wine ever. Maybe the whole freakin bottle.
4. A bath.
5. A hot tub soak.
6. Getting my hair hi-lighted.
7. 2 kitties parked on my stomach at night.
8. Wearing my wedding rings. (Ok, they started to fit this week.)
9. Not feeling like I want to hail all day.
10. Getting a real night's sleep.

1 comment:

  1. If you've been able to keep your kitties off your stomach, I'm amazed! It seems like mine have been going for the stomach and the girls all the time these past couple of weeks!!

    Thinking of you and hope you're hanging in there!